it was like two weeks ago my friend Cynthia was talking to me one night saying she was gonna go out, i told her it was too late but she said she was still going with her friends. She left and the next thing i heard was that a girl died in a car crash, she crossed my mind but i thought it couldn’t be her. The next day i saw the news and it was on there that cynthia c. died in a car wreck and she flew out the window because she wasn’t wearing her seatbelt. they were street racing and when they tried exiting the freeway here in monroe the driver lost control and hit a tree light post before she flew out. they took her to ben taub hospital where she was pronounced dead and sometimes i blame myself for not trying to stop her and everyday after work i still go visit her house and just stop by to say hi to her. she lives like five streets down from me!!!! i miss my friend so much she was the first girl i loved but we decided to keep it as friends!!! i just wish i could talk to her one more time!!!!! i hope no one goes through this because it’s not a happy road, now I’m careful when i drive because i don’t want to leave the people i love but she knows i love her with all my heart!!!!!!!